thE OnE aPPeaRiNg hApPy

2009-09-28T19:20:00.000+08:00

With almost one week passed since Baby's death , the whole family starts to get over it ( of cos not totally forget about him luh ) . He's always with us , in our heart , and always will be . Each and everyone of us in the family still feel his presence even though he's not physically with us . =)

Back to my camp stuff , FINALLY WE'RE OUT OF THE HAND OF THE FARKING IRRITATING BRAINLESS IDIOTIC AND BITCHY ENCIK !!! Immediately after commander of my division talked to him about our stuff , he decided to back off whatever things that got to do with us , reason is , someone complained to commander about that Encik , yeah !! WE'RE FREE !! Nothing can be better than this seriously . We have more freedom , need not see his pathetic face , and most importantly , out of his control !

To my dear baby

2009-09-23T04:47:00.000+08:00

To my dear baby , we love you always . Since the day you came into our family , you're one of us . Rest in peace , we'll always remember , and most importantly , love you .

2009-09-21T15:33:00.000+08:00

BABY BOTAK ALREADY !!!

Finally baby gets what he want , a NEW HAIRCUT !!

As the hideous weather is getting hot and cold at weird timing , my mum decided to shave every single fur out of baby's body . And today , baby got no appetite for anything , not even his favorite dog snacks . Get that for him and he'll be the happiest dog on earth .

See how sad he is . * Hug Hug * . LOVE HIM FOREVER !!

2009-09-20T01:10:00.002+08:00

TRIP TO SCIENCE CENTRE WAS
CRAZY !

Its been sooooo long since i last stepped into science centre , and its fun to be back . Thinking that it won't be boring , but after so many years , it proves me wrong . New facilities and new discoveries just make this trip a enjoyable and interesting one . Although the weather was not that good yesterday , we try to make it as fun as possible , indoor .

Spend the entire afternoon in there , playing around with science ands watching the movie at Omni Theater . I can say , i'm impressed by the movie . its about Van Gogh , a famous artist back in the 18th century . Well , become so artistic all of the sudden .

I can say , i really enjoyed yesterday with Adi . Dinner at Fisherman's wharf , although we ate at a very late timing , and walking all the way to Bugis is fun . With laughter and jokes all around us , we just can't stop entertaining each other . Pictures will be up soon as soon as Adi send me the pics . Till then , See ya all !!

2009-09-15T18:41:00.001+08:00

I'M BACK TO BLOGGING PEOPLE !!

Finally i can blog like usual , thanks to Shuan who taught me how to change the setting , sorry for being a nooby , Hopefully with more picture and more things to write about .

Well , as 20th of september is getting nearer and nearer , me and Adi is getting more excited about it . Cos it will be the day that .......WE'RE GOING TO SCIENCE CENTER !! Since he got 2 free ticket from hi company and i'm off on that day , might as well not waste it . ( Seriously i wish the ticket can be changed to ' free entry to flyer ' instead of science center . And for goodness sake i don't remember when i the last time i last step into that place , to learn about science stuff and those fanciful stuff to kids . WOAH ~ WOAH ~ Why like that huh teacher ? Why that electricity don't look like the one at home one ar ? Hmm , thats what i do during primary school day .

And with my new lappy ( err i think its one month old , so not sure whether is it new ) , i camwhore more than usual without anyone knowing . Well thats just me .

I LOVE MYSELF more than anyone else does !

A picture for people out there who secretly admire me , ya you Adi !!

2009-09-08T09:30:00.000+08:00

WHATS WRONG WITH BLOGGER ?!? I CAN"T UPLOAD PHOTO !!

2009-07-10T01:13:00.003+08:00

It been nearly 3 week since i know Adi the chicken little . And its feels like month . Understanding each other , give in to each other , thinking about each other etc... God just love to play prank on people seriously , but i'm loving it !! The more you hate the thing , the more they give it to you . But well , things happen for a reason . And the reason always remain unknown .

Many would think that a Malay and chinese can never work out , be it religious view or skin colour . But seriously , its all about giving in and understanding . He's fine with me being a taoist , and i'm fine with him for not eating pork . All it require is , understanding . At least Adi tried to , despite of his busy schedule of Takwando and work , he tired very hard to fork out time to accompany me . To shop and to eat .

Today was just another day that he never failed to make me smile . He actually remember the things we've done from the first day we met till now . And he jot it down on the note pad that i bought for him . And i happened to read it just now before we went home , and its very sweet to see someone making the effort to jot down every single sweet moment that we had .

And , in order to make me happy , he bought the sticker of "alvin the chipmunk " for ez-link card . I remembered that i told him before , sweet things don't come with expensive stuff , even cheap stuff can come in handy if you use it at the right time . Aku Cinta kau !

Cute ? yes . Fat ? No !!

Moving on

2009-07-01T23:38:00.002+08:00

Life goes on , from stage to stage . I'm facing a new stage of my life now , which is serving the nation . I'm restricted to do a lot of things . Like working , shopping on weekend etc . Basically my weekend is burned , my week day i'm just stuck in camp . Don't even feel like going out on my off day . 3 days morning shift off 2 days , 3 day night shift off one day . Its like so crock up luh . How i wish they change to work 24 hours off 2 day as soon as possible .

And after my failure in the previous relationship , i'm gonna start a new one soon . I sure most of the people out there have different view towards me . But , what i have to say is , i don't owe anyone a explanation , i'm just plainly lazy to explain most of the things . So , either you curse me , or give me your blessing . ^^ .

2009-06-24T00:38:00.002+08:00

Arg ~ today my plan just totally ruin !! Supposing me and Adi are catching ' Drag me to hell ' . After checking all the timing online , we decided to watch at 8pm . Wen we were bout to buy the ticket , the staff just tells us that the last show is at 4.50pm , and the one at 8pm is for private screening . WHAT THE FISH !! The website is not accurate luh ! So angry and sad a the same time luh . We were so eager to watch that movie , and have been talking about it since last friday . Arg ~

SOON , REAL SOON . 10TH JULY !!!

2009-06-23T00:30:00.000+08:00

Seriously do i look like a chipmunk ?

Thanks to my sayang Adi , i got new nickname . like WTH !!!

2009-05-29T06:08:00.004+08:00

Just woke up , at such an hour . Haha . Insomnia again i guess . Many thought running through my head for the past few day . Am i making the right choice ? Things are totally different from what it use to be . I can't believe things would turn out this way and make you change so dramatically . You are no longer the one i used to know , the cheerful and truthful person . Everything is my fault . I deserve all the punishment . But why would you go overboard on certain thing which is unnecessary ? and fyi , i don't message you just for the sake of message . I want to earn your trust back , but you don't give me the chance to .

Making life difficult is very easy . Just find fault in whatever i do , and thats what you are doing now . Everyone have their limit , me too . Why won't you just let me off ? I'm sick and tired of you picking on me . Seriously . I have bring myself down and apologize , cos i know i've done wrong . What more do you want ? All you think is about effort , but have you thought of the TIME needed for the effort to be seen ? You expect someone to change within 2 days ? 3 days ? a month ?

Paranoid , you have it , and i have it too . why ? Because we CHOOSE to . I understand you think a lot . But why won't you just forget the past and move on ? I've already made the effort to move on , do you ? Maybe just , its just that i never notice it . Standing at the same spot and don't move on leads you nowhere , neither it do you any good .

I've repeated all these things over and over again to you , be it on the phone or via sms . Listening to it , i leave it to you . I don't have the right to decide for you . No matter what , just give me an answer , to end it or continue walk this path with me .

2009-05-22T15:43:00.004+08:00

Things changed alot , badly . I've screwed my relationship up . Now , we're giving each other time to cool down . After so many thing happened , i found out what is true love . Someone you think about every minute every second , someone you can do without with , and its my Mel . I can't stop thinking of you , can't stop thinking of the things we've done , both good and bad .

5 months ago , we start knowing and chatting with each other , via msn chat . I know i've made a wise choice . Cos its the start of a true love . No one can imagine how much we've done , How far we've gone to . Your birthday celebration , Christmas day , New year eve , valentine's day and my birthday . We spend all these important and romantic days together . We made a promised to each other that we gonna spend all these special event over and over again .

Its very hard and unbelievable for your parent to accept me , but eventually they did , and i am so glad and happy about it . They don't mind me staying over your house over long period of time , They don't mind me using facilities of your house . I still remember i always asked you to help me with this and that , like a maid . ^^ .

Now , its hard to get back that kind of feeling . With both of us busy with our own stuff , we hardly meet up , let alone staying at your house . I miss Niao Niao ,i miss your parent , and eventually i miss you . For the past one month , i know i've done the biggest mistake in my life . I can never forgive myself too . I hate loneliness , i always want to have somebody to be there for me . But this time , i sunk too much with one of my good friend . I confessed after you found out from your friend . I admitted , its all my fault . I've no one but myself to be blamed . Sorry isn't enough , action shall prove my sincerity and give me time yeah . Maybe this week of cool down period allows me to win your heart back . I want the old Mel Mel , whom laugh when i talk , whom care for me 24/7 . I'm really sorry and hope we can get back like we use to be . Its hard , but at least we try .

P.S , Mel I Love You .

2009-05-12T10:18:00.002+08:00

woooo ~ Finally i'm dropping down to PES C L2 . Which mean , R.O.D lo !!! No more re-service after this two year , no need to attend IPPT from now on , and most importantly , no more exercise !!!

5 month of being together is not hard to most of the people out there , but for me , its quite difficult . For a person who can't settle down , now he finally did it . 14th of December 2008 , the day when we begin . love you .

* Lastly , happy birthday to my boy-friend , Alan Choo !!! Enjoy your day to the fullest , and happy 2 years knowing you !!

2009-04-25T16:54:00.004+08:00

When there are no problem , everything is fine . When problem comes , its like tsunami , non stop . He's confused now , of what to do and how to do . Too many problem just come at a time , financial problem , family problem , health problem , and many more . Seriously , my pay can't support myself already , lets alone helping my family .

His health is like usual , from bad to worst . and now , worst than worst . Headache , slight fever , flu and cough . Everything just come at a shot . He can't sleep at night , cos it will cause headache . He can't sleep in the afternoon , cos the weather will cause headache too . If he don't sleep , headache will come too . Anyone can teach him what to do ? If eating 6 extra penedol can't help , i don't think there's any other way already . He's in a state of desperate to find out what's wrong with him actually .

And his backache show no improvement . I'll be taking my slipdisc result in a few weeks time , to see whether he need a operation or not . How he wish he can just go for the operation if it can really cure him , cos backache is not as easy as you all might think .

And he'll be seeing specialist for his issue on hisheadache on the 21st of May . Hope everything is fine . WIsh him luck everyone . And , i can't smile for the time being . Don't ask why , his temper will be very hot for the pass few weeks till ' everything ' ends . It like this , and always like this .

He don't wanna give up , and he will never give up . He won't cry , and he will never cry . This is the path that he chose , and he have to walk every step , be it stairway to hell or heaven , he made the decision for every steps .

*Thanks for being there for me . really appreciate it alot . Loves mel .

2009-04-20T19:42:00.003+08:00

Been so busy recently , with my temple having grand celebration on the mid may , which will last for one week, and my sucky schedule in NS , i have lesser time to spend with my love one . Really felt so bad and miserable without love one beside me . And meeting my dear is what i'm looking forward to everyday .

And i finally got my left ear pierced , after saying it for a long time . Finally i got a picture of my piercing after so many time of trying , but i still look ugly in the pic , cos of my pimple outbreak . ARG !!!

2009-03-30T18:55:00.002+08:00

Sorry sorry sorry , Never meant to show my anger to you .

Sorry sorry sorry , never meant to show attitude to you .

Sorry sorry sorry , promise i will watch the movie with you . Bleah .

2009-03-29T09:48:00.003+08:00

OH MY FREAKING GOD . My actual age is actually 16 instead of 20 !!

Anyone beg to differ ? Leave me a comment .

And for goodness sake , yesterday was the Earth Day but the lights in my camp were still bright on and everyone were busy charging their phone and PSP . What the hell ~

Dragonball Revolution

2009-03-16T22:15:00.004+08:00

Went to watch this movie with Andrew in the late afternoon . Well , the only nice part is when they fight . The story line is kinda predictable and simple . For the whole show , i think Zhou Ren Fa is the center of attraction instead of the lead actor , Justin Chatwin . I'll rate it 2 out of 5 stars . ^^ .

Paul Blart : Mall Cop . This will be the next movie i'm looking forward to . And also Confession of a Shopaholic .

To Mel Mel : we shall watch this together yeah . I know this week will be a busy week and a stressful week for you . But i'll be there for you no matter what . I'll try my very best to accompany you throughout this chaotic weeks . Loves ya .

2009-03-12T21:26:00.002+08:00

See my sunburn on my face ? It damn red can , just like the crab .Heehee . Went swimming with Andrew today ( He does look like Ponsak alright ) at Chinese garden area . Saw Darren and Jia Yan at the nearby coffee shop . It like i tend to see them whenever i go . Haha , so coincident can ~

Thanks to my sun burn , i has to buy this lotion . For my entire body luh . Wish me luck in recovering . ^^ .

Oh ya and i bought this notebook/diary from Artbox at Jurong Point . It nice can . Me and Mel had the same design .

2009-03-07T11:02:00.002+08:00

Wooo ~ Since Li Ting asked me for a wish list , I SHALL NOT HESITATE !!! Haha . Basically , no matter what you all buy , i'm happy lah ~ LOL . Its the heart that count . And , with you all spending my birthday with me is contented , present is just another bonus to add on to my joy .

Oh ya , if Li Ting you wanna celebrate together , tell me before hand yeah , like that we can plan where to go etc . Most probably we wil go to some high class restaurant for dinner or rather , some high class place to enjoy ourself just for that day . Wahahahaha .

It's raining men

2009-03-01T15:56:00.002+08:00

The sky is freaking dark now !!! And i think some part of Singapore is raining now . Can imagine the fire fighter in SCDF , shaking legs , enjoying themselves and laugh . " Put out fire ? Where got time ~ Let the rain do the job lah ~ "

ALL I WANT IS ALL I HAVE !!!

2009-02-28T19:23:00.005+08:00

The PSP Slim that i got from Mel Mel !!! My valentine's day present . It consist of several music video , like ' Nobody ' ( I want nobody , nobody but you *clap clap* ) and several game , like ' The Family Guy ' , ' Final Fantasy crisis core ' , and the bloody ' Patapon ' . ( you know this game is damn irritating Mel Mel , sooner or later i'll delete this game without you knowing , humph . )

And in the above picture are Mel Mel and Niao Niao . Why name it Niao Niao leh ? Its because it reflects Mel Mel's personality . Wahahaha . Niao Niao's birth place is at Jurong Point Basement 1 . Bought it the day before Valentine's day , and can you all imagine i carried this fat bear all the way from Choa Chu Kang to SengKang . Seriously its much more bigger than it looks . It actually a 4 year old child's height . so cute right ~

Lastly , we both are addicted to ^ . MACARON !!! especially the one from CEDELE , Located at basement 1 of Raffle City . I swear to god its the best i ever had . ( Compared to Bakezin ) Is really worth it price ( $2.50 for a piece ) . It just melt in your mouth and your mouth will be filled with the aroma . we have tried violet , strawberry , coffee and chocolate . Its simply heaven . You people should try it too . 8 more flavours to go !!!

76 days .
1824 hours .
109 440 minutes .
6 566400 seconds .

And still counting .....

2009-02-22T23:47:00.002+08:00

FInally i ended my precious 3 month in CDA as a recruit !!!

During this 3 month , many thing happened Other than training ( Which i never attended since my 2 weeks long MC ) and those boring lesson . Firstly , i get to know Mel Mel . Secondly , I get to spend many important event with him . Example , his 21st birthday , Christmas day , Chinese New Year , and last of all , VALENTINE'S DAY !!! Soon , my birthday !!!

And i swear to god , this Valentine's day is the best i ever had . I got a PSP slim from him !!! And we adobted a child , we name it Niao Niao . LOL . ( Picture will be update . )

Thats all about it . LOL . I know its short but enough le lor ~ Will update more lah people ~ Tomorrow will be a new day for me at my new vocation , INFO COMM !! CIAO !!!

2009-01-26T01:05:00.002+08:00

This new year will not be a good year for me . I knew it . Quarrel , breaking of bowl , dropping of things etc . I need to find ways to change my luck this year . Most probably this is the worst starting year i had in my entire life . 2009 , fcuk off man .

2009-01-25T10:17:00.002+08:00

Boo ~ Finaly i'm back from camp after a straight full weeks ! Phew . the moment i'm out of camp , relieved man . After one week , many thing changes . My dog grown fat , my mum grown fat too , my sister changed her hair , and last of all , my Mel grown fat too !!!

Was loitering at town yesterday , afternoon with Mel , and night with my sister . Went to Nana Thai for lunch and he accompanied me to walk to Bugis for praying stuff . And he don't mind it . Haha , so happy . Went La Salle to meet my sis and went to kinokuniya , well , she's craving for books , craziessss . Dinner at a small japanese restaurant at the basement of Takashimaya . And i swear that the food there is damn unique and delicious luh ~ ( MEl , yes , i'm seducing you to eat there . You'll go crazy after i post the picture . ) We shall go there next time alright . Muackzzz .

2009-01-11T20:01:00.006+08:00

Back from a trip to sentosa treasure island . With Mel's friend , and of cos , my Mel . Its very fun , with all the people , food , photos we took , and of cos , with you . Nothing can be better than spending a day with you .

Went shopping at Vivo City with all the people , and bought a shirt fro Adida and a pair of flip flop from Newurbanmale ( yeah , its my 7th pair of NUM flip flop ) . I swear i love the colour of the Adida shirt and i look good with it ( its green for goodness sake !! )

Took plenty of photos with the people yeah . And i swear i look damn unglam without my precious hair . Even the merlion look much more better than me . Grrrr , Lion fish ~

And LAst of all , i love this the most

I miss you more and more every minute , every second . I believe that its not the first time i've been saying that . Well , I'm not tired of repeating it , and you're not tired of hearing it . ^^ .

You motivate me to move on , and you make me smile when i'm down . Your tolerance of me touches me . I treasure everything you've done , and all the littiest things we have done together . WE shall walk this path of love together , no matter how hard it is , how tough it is . Happy one month together . ^^ .

Because tonight will be the night that i will fall for you , over again , I'LL NEVER CHANGE MY MIND .

Book out !!

2009-01-09T20:35:00.002+08:00

Book out at 4.40pm this afternoon . Reached home at 5.10pm . Throw all my unwashed clothe and socks that i have wore for 4 days . All i can say is , shoik . Nothing can be better than this .

No physical training . No foot drill . Just stayed at the admin office for the whole week and help what i can with the paper work . Macdonald for breakfast on tuesday morning . And awful cookhouse food for the other day . Lucky canteen is there for me .

But i'm serious in all of my work , so i think i deserve all these . And for all the love , i deserve you , Mel .

Other than reporting to my dear mum every Night , you are the next one that i want to report to .

telling you how's my day , telling you all my joy and excitement during work .

Many things happened this week . Losting of my bunk key is the biggest shot on my head . I cried when my corporal show me the key . And thanks god , they found it before 5pm . It really save me from getting extra guard duty on sunday .

Thanks dear for accompany everyday . You really keep me happy everyday and motivate me to carry on each day . Love you always . One month this sunday . Next event we celebrate together , will be chinese new year , and , valentines day . ^^ .

To : Pauline Teo

2008-12-29T14:50:00.006+08:00

To : Pauline

I totally understand your situation and how you feel . Seriously i don't blame you nor i'm angry . Just a little bit of disappointing . Not because of you but i'm sorta looking forward to this event . Cos it will be the first time we are meeting up after i become botak whereas you can touch my hair and LOL . But well , come to think of it , there are plenty of chance for you to do that .

I seriously don't blame you for last minute cancellation . Personally i think you are not at fault at all . I don't expect you to say " dad i'm going out with my friend , bye bye . " But you have to learn to fulfil what you have promise . Since you've already promised us it the first place , you should go with the actual plan . I know its very hard for you to make decision this time . But no other time alright . ( P.S , i'm not bias against anyone , just neutral yeah . )

I know you don't have a complete family , I have eyes to see . i do feel sad for you too . Hopefully one of the day your dad will come to enlighten before anything happen . I can't help much as this is family matter . The only thing i can do is to ' council ' you and see you progress smoothly along the path of your life .

Hope you see this post and message me and pour all your problem to me alright . Or better , meet up and talk things out . I would prefer the second option though . Because you all don't have much opportunity to meet me up as i'm busy with camp and hospital thingy .

My body condition is not that well for your info . So a simple visit will be good . ^^ .

2008-12-29T00:30:00.001+08:00

The theme song for me and you .

My misake were made for you . ^^ .

cancelled

2008-12-25T09:41:00.002+08:00

wooo ~ Yesterday's christmas eve celebration was cancelled . How fun it is . Neither i'm disappointed nor sad . Just nothing to say . I don't care anyway . I'm just not into the environment . Neither i have the mood to celebrate . Just hope that this saturday come fast . ^^ .

15 days MC

2008-12-21T12:14:00.003+08:00

This is my forth day of MC since thursday !!! Well , my back strain is recovering , so no worries yeah . Thanks for all the concern from my friends and love ones . ^^ .

And sorry for not updating mt blog yeah . Been busy listening to Ah Mel's I-Pod . Heehee . So good of him to lend me his I-pod . Will treasure it forever . LOL !!!

Took me so many days to listen to all the songs and the movies inside lo . what the F**K . It like more than 10000 songs and more than 20 TV show series inside . I wonder how can the I-Pod take it man ~ It must be cursing and swearing to kill Ah Mel . ^^ .

Alright . Ciao ~ I'm going to start paying attention to the I-Pod already . AMERICAN NEXT TOP MODEL , HERE I COME !!!

Abuse

2008-11-29T01:03:00.002+08:00

I've been abused mentally and physically for the past few day . I'm gonna call the SPCA for help !!!

If anyone sees a monkey standing beside me , don't hesitate to give him a punch . Thanks a million . ^^

P.S . I Love You .

* ( No kiss is allow to be given to him . )

2008-11-27T19:48:00.002+08:00

Was out with my monkey boy , Shao Wei , for the past few day . Walking round singapore here and there , window shopping etc . Arcade at Jurong Point , Bubble tea at sweet talk . Awww . So fun and confortable to have him around . ^^ . He's so camwhore . Acting cute is one of his special ability . ( He's cute la by nature , everyone said that ) . Lets see how he looked like .

He can happily taking while i'm doing my things . DUH !! THANKS AR !!!!

2008-11-24T10:46:00.002+08:00

Thanks to Wan Zhen ar ~ By photoshop-ing this photo and made me the moron of the year . Bitch ~

Last but not least , the ' blue photo ' taken at the Singapore flyer .

2008-11-14T03:26:00.003+08:00

童年里，有多少美丽，又可爱的回忆。

所以，你童年所失去的，或者你童年所想要的东西，在你有生之年，赶快把它找回来。

能挽回的还好，但是有些事，有些人，一但失去了，是无法挽回的。

就像我现在，写出了这一篇文章，一篇埋在我心里许旧的文章。让我开始吧。

“ 你曾经是我第一个观众，也是我唯一的听众。只有你愿意陪伴我，听我的心里话。每天回到家，第一件事就是希望你在家。一桌简单又附有家庭温暖的菜肴。不需山珍海味，就算是粗茶淡饭，也是辛福。多亏了你，才能把家务事处理的井井有条。岁月的流失，种种的护肤品，再也掩盖不住你脸上微微的皱纹。从小，你最疼爱我。虽然老是和你斗嘴，甚自还曾经想过离家出走。但是，最终我发现，我还是不能离开你。

我很好，但是还是像以前一样，臭脾气。每当我们斗嘴，我心里就想： ” 我像极了你。“

我还记得，你经常叫我说要长大。我就回顶嘴，”我已经是大人了！“ 现在我已经长大了，而且好像是一夜之间长大。其实我想跟你说：”长大其实一点都不好。“ 别人不再把我当小孩子，我不能随便的闹情绪。我要对自己所做的事负责，也开始要对别人负责。其实我还没准备好，我只是假装我已经长大了。

你一再的提醒我，叫我做一个有用的人。我很努力的完成我对你的诺言，帮助我周围的人。家人，亲人，朋友，陌生人。我带着我和你的诺言，踏出这个家。无时无刻的提醒自已：”我要做个有用的人。“ 一回到家，我迫不急待的想把我一天的遭遇告诉你。我不知道我还能这样子多久，因为天有不测之风云。哪怕一天，是我或者是你先走了。所以乘我和你还在的那一刻，我要告诉你：”我爱你，妈妈。“

Review on movie ' journey to the west '

2008-11-11T04:09:00.005+08:00

Was watching this movie ' 大話西遊 ' by Stephen Chou . Duration was about 3 hour as there are 2 part of it . Felt touched and learned quite a number of new things after watching it for countless number of time . The plot of this movie , the meaning behind it , the lauguage and wording used in this movie , needs to be understand not by watching this show once but after a number of time . Allow me to show and explain a few things that i've understand after watching it .

In the later part of this movie , there's a part where the lead actor had a conversation with the godness of mercy , talking about ' physical eyes ' and ' mental eyes ' . This can be consider as the theme of this movie . The lead actor ( lets call him ZZB ) , said this : " I used to use my physical eyes to see this world . But during the moment of my death , i started to use my mental eyes to see this world , and everything i've seen is much more clearer . "

(我以前看事物是用肉眼去看。但當我死去的那一殺那，我開始用心眼看這個世界。所有的事物都看得前所未有的清楚。)

Another thing i've figure out is the goldren ring ( 緊箍儿 ) that was locked on Sun Wu Kong's head . After Sun Wu kong attain immortality , the ring eventually disappeared . It is because after the journey , when Sun Wu Kong had fully grown matured , he already had a ' mental ' ( 無形 ) ring on his head , thus the physical ( 有形 ) ring disappeared. Actually , each and everyone of us had a ring on our head . this ring tells us what should we do and what we should NOT do . This ring represent the society , all the rules and the law . When one work within the rules , the ring will not appear . But when one violated the rules , the ring will starts to appear and carry out the punishment . One grow up under this ring , one time after another , learn and correct from these punishment . Till one is clear of everything , the ring will automatically disappear .

Lastly , the poem about my da ge :

自小神通手段高，隨風變化逞英豪。養性修真熬日月，跳出轮回把命逃。

一點誠心曾访道，靈台山上采藥苗。那山有個老仙長，壽年十萬八千高。

老孫拜他為師父，指我長生路一條。他說身內有丹藥，外邊采取枉徒勞。

得傳大品天仙決，若無根本實難熬。回光內照寧心坐，身中日月坎離交。

万事不思全寡慾，六根清靜體堅牢。返老還童容易得，超凡入聖路非遙。

三年無漏成仙體，不同俗輩受煎熬。十洲三島還游戲，海角天崖轉一遭。

活該三百多餘歲，不得飛升上九霄。下海降龍真寶貝，才有金箍棒一條。

花果山前封帥首，水簾洞裡聚群妖。玉皇大帝傳宣詔，封我齊天極品高。

幾番大鬧靈霄殿，數次曾偷王母桃。天兵十万來降我，层层密密布槍刀。

戰退天王歸上戒，哪吒負痛領兵逃。顯聖真君能變化，老孫硬賭跌平交。

道祖觀音同玉帝，南天門上看降妖。卻被老君助一陣，二郎擒我到天曹。

將身綁在降妖柱，即命神兵把首剿。刀砍錘敲不能壞，又教雷打火來燒。

老孫其實有手段，全然不怕半分毫。送在老君爐裡煉，六丁神火慢煎熬。

日滿開爐我跳出，手持鐵棒繞天跑。縱橫到處無遮擋，三十三天鬧一遭。

我佛如來施法力，五行山壓老孫腰。整整壓該五百載，幸逢三藏出唐朝。

吾今皈正西方去，轉上雷音見玉毫。你去乾坤四海問一問，我是历代馳名第一妖 !

Too many to say

2008-11-09T05:27:00.003+08:00

I have too many things to said . But so little time , and there's really no one to talk to . Pauline got her family problem . Wan Zhen got her relationship problem , and together , both of them have their result to worry about . Syamiran got his school work to worry about . And many other more though .

To : Pauline and Wan Zhen

I've to confess something to you girl . For the past few month since last year , both of you have been a very very very great friend of mine . No matter how we quarrel , how we argue , and how differently we think sometime , our friendship still remain strong and firm .

Both of you are like the pillar of my life . Friends who support me when i'm about to fall . For a friendship to be so strong and firm in just a few month is very difficult . And its easy to be said than done . But i'm glad that we've made it . Both of you have teach me alot of thing , and make me realise thing which i don't use to understand , without you all noticing it .

I always sound so offensive to both of you . making bad remarks on you both . I'm really sorry for any sadness i've cause to the both of you . Remember there's one time i've actually made Pauline cried . Nope , its twice . It really ache my heart when i finally Realize the damaged i've made to you . But trust me , i want to see both of you to succeed in whatever you both are doing . Because , you both are like younger sister to me seriously . And i need the both of you . ^ ^ .

To : Chua Zuo Yi

I believe this is not the first time saying this to you . I'm sorry . Sorry for the damaged done . Sorry for the wound i've cause to you . I've a lot to confess to you too . I wanted to leave temple at first . I don't like the feeling of seeing you giving me sad face . I'm to be blame for that . I've cause too deep hurt to you . I've tried to repent and do something , but i don't know where to start , and what to do . I'm very lost .

When my mum asked me : " where's Zuo Yi ? " I really don't know to answer . I have to give false answer to them . But i'm very happy that you are treating my mother in a respective way . I really wish i can bring you home for dinner one day , to fulfil my promise to my mother . Although we might not be a couple , but , up till now , or rather always , i still wish that we can be very good friend . Just like we used to be . ^ ^ .

So fun

2008-11-09T05:06:00.004+08:00

This month is like so fun luh ~ and busy though . Having so many program in this month . Chalet , dinner , shopping , working etc ... Gonna make full use of this last month before i go into NS . I'll be missing damn hell lots of people . Firstly , my family , my baby . Secondly , all of my clicks and friend !!! Pauline , Wan Zhen , Yew Hui , Bi Qin all these usual bitches . My ex date and ex-es .

Chalet on the 6th and 7th of december . Hopefully will be a enjoyable one . And on the 8th all my bitches will be celebrating for me . ( waiting eagerly )

Anyone who wants to see or meet me for the one last time before i go botak , please leave a message at my tagboard and book me in advance yeah . I'll be more than wiling to meet u with you all !!

day being booked :

14 th of november , meeting Arvel . dinner maybe ?

?th of december , lunch with lil bro syamiran.

5th of december , dinner at town area with my dearest aunt .

6th of december , chalet at Tanah Merah SAFRA , organise by sis Jeanne .

7th of december , chalet at downtown east ? By Davide and gang .

8th of december , dinner with my bitches . Venue , to be confirm .

BAD INFLUENCE

2008-11-03T02:53:00.002+08:00

I've found out one thing recently that , one can actually influence people of his/her surrounding easily and effectively . One good example wil be ME . As each and every one of my friend knows , Nicholas is someone who is vulgar , rude , hot-tempered and rough little boy . Slowly , his close friends just happily starts to act like him . Pauline Teo Swee Lin , who is a very close friend of him , start to act the same way too . Ni Na Be* , Chee B** , Kar Ni N* , Fuc* start pouring out of her mouth , frequently and fluently . Hmm , so is it something wrong with Nicholas or with pauine ?

( P.S , I never mention Joreen Peh Wan Zhen is because naturallly , she's already a rough girl . Vulgarities are too common for her . Just like Chia Yew Hui . )

F.U.C.K !!!

2008-10-22T09:16:00.002+08:00

Nicholas Thng Fu Jie will be reporting for his national service on the 9th of December 2008 . But he's not nervous , he's not excited . But he felt lucky .

First , it damn freaking near his place .

Secondly , Its damn slack . Because it's civil defence .

48 more days to go before i shave all of my precious hair . Duh , i'm use to it anyway .

COUNT DOWN !!!

2008-10-06T22:55:00.003+08:00

The picture which i've been waiting for 2 years . 2 years and still counting . ^^

Dyeing of hair !!!

2008-10-04T00:26:00.002+08:00

Went swimming in the afternoon with Joey . Booooo . Second day of swimming and tanning makes me look like a steam crab luh . shoik . Sun was not that strong yesterday . And i got my compensation today !!! Thanks heaven . LOL . Started at 12 and ended at 3pm . Tired tired tired !!

Went to Lot 1 to have lunch at the food junction while the girls are having lunch at Bukit Panjang Plaza . Feel so bad to have them waiting though . Sorry lo . Reached there at about 3.20p, while all the girls have already started choosing the colour . what the hell , and i'm the first one to complete lor . ( i'm having short hair , thats why ) .

Ended everything at 7pm . Finally . But as usual , Pauline is always the last one finishing things up . So no choice , have to wait for her . And its super boring lar . I'm like entertaining myself for the past 4 hours . Thanks to half way , Alan came and i acompany him for dinner . Well , have to force him to finish his things up . If not he wll drag and drag , end up , never ate anything . Thanks for the coke though . ^^ .

Off we go to Pauline's house after everything at Bukit Panjang Plaza . Chit Chat awhile , And left at 10pm . Sent Wan Zhen to LRT and went over to meet charles . What a day man . So many things going on . And after this F**King post , I'm going for my sleeping session !!! BED SWEET BED !!!!

2008-09-23T08:19:00.002+08:00

Upload a new music onto my blog . Or rather a old new music ?

arrrrggg ~ what the hell i'm talking about . My eyes is hurting me after the tanning . My cheek look so swollen and it cover a small part of my big eyes ~ arrrrgggg . Help me ~

Sweet dream

2008-09-07T16:33:00.000+08:00

I had a sweet dream last night .

I dream that i was dead . ^ ^

Finally !!

2008-09-03T13:54:00.002+08:00

Finally , get to download video from youtube and convert it to my phone . Phew . Tons of video to be downloaded .

Finally , working this month . Here come my $10 per hour's work !! I'm gonna start working like there's no tomorrow .

Finally , hungry ghost festival is over . Will not be so busy anymore . Start to chiong + outing already yeah !!

Finally , i've cut my hair . So short now like primary school kids . Soon will be botak la . So doesn't matter anyway .

Sentosa day !!

2008-08-25T03:22:00.006+08:00

Its our sister first outing to Sentosa during thursday !!! whoooo~ finally fulfil the dream of going Sentosa which made long time ago . But this time , only three people were allowed to go as i only have ticket for three . So sorry to the other three who is Bi Qin , Xin Yee and lastly , Yew Hui . Next time We shall go in a group yeah .

Meet 9am at Keat Hong station . And as usual , pauline Teo is late again . Damn it . Luckily i bought a packet of milk and a bread to keep myself occupied . She reached Keat Hong 10 minutes later , and to our surprise , Pauline looks like a aunty ~ Bitching and bitching along the way to Harbour Front MRT . Yeah Yeah . Bitching is so fun la .

Close to 10am and we reached the station . Went to look for my uncle who is holding the ticket . Took the bus in which my uncle is driving . And get to know what we can play , and what facility we should pay ( of cause those facility which need to play , we wil not touch it lah . GIAM BEN ) .

Went to the beach first , and for goodness sake , its like going to rain la . But due to my s-u-p-e-r-n-a-t-u-r-a-l p-o-w-e-r , everything goes out fine . And tann for awhile . And is really awhile okie , only half an hour i think . Went to bath and change since all of us i wet . Thanks to me pullling Pauline and Wan Zhen into the sea . V_I_C_T_O_R_Y !!!!

Walked around , took free shuttle bus around , blak blah blah . Went to see Peacock , underwater world , 4D (dimension hor not digit ) movie , Merlion blah blah blah . Its like we are new to Sentosa like that . Act like don't know what . Foreigner from MARS i think . PLAY PLAY PLAY , RUN RUN RUN , TALK TALK TALK , till 5plus . And we leave that place throught the train and went for dinner at Food Republic at Vivo City . And we met a physco la ~ Behind me . smile while eating .

Went to Page One after that . Look at bookc regarding interal design , and crap about how we going to design our room or house when we grow up . Idea just keep pouring in like rain la . And crap till 8pm plus . Went back home by taking 188 . And KO on the bus la . But was waken up by the bitches who chit chat like nobody's business . SHUT UP CAN , I WANT TO SLEEP LA !!!

HOME SWEET HOME . I LOVE YOU TECK WHYE !!! Last , PICTURE PICTURE PICTURE !!!

2008-08-14T17:01:00.001+08:00

I want to have piercing . I've said it for years already . Ear , Neck ( exactly the same one as Pauline ) !!!

And last of all . TATTOO !!!

Friends after break

2008-08-07T00:29:00.002+08:00

Normally when one couple break , they will tell each other : ' Do you want to continue to be friend or don't contact each other anymore ? ' In my opinion , i think more than 70% of the people will say ' continue to be friend ' . But in fact , is that easy ? Say is easier than done .

Maintaining a relationship , end up being a failure . Does that makes you think that both of you still can maintain as friend ? Well there do have some exception . But majorites can't even be friend after their relationship blow up . So how do you think ?

Pointless

2008-07-29T22:27:00.002+08:00

Whats the point of saying sorry after what you've done ? No point crying over spill milk now . Just don't regret what you have chose . Because things will not be the same , no matter how hard you try to recover it .

And , whats the point of blaming this and that after everything . All you can blame , is yourself . No one else . Lead your life from now onward , and i lead mine .

Saddness ? what's that . I already don't know , and i don't know how to be sad . Too much have become numb instead . Happy face on me look so fake now . So fake that i'm afraid of myself now .

Silly , silly and more silly .

2008-07-22T23:37:00.002+08:00

For the past few weeks , been busy with plenty of stuff . Working at Raffle Place for Cheferon , temple stuff took up almost half of my week . Phew . Its time for relaxing man . With the money i earned , i'm gonna spend like nobody business . But sad to say , Shaun is gonna nag at me if i spend all my money on myself . He's gonna request me to transfer three quarter of my pay to his account . Just joking la dumb ass .

Wednesday and sunday is a 'no-outing day' for me man . Been book-ed by temple . Everything seems fine now . And for goodness sake , hungry ghost festival gona start less than 2 weeks . Will be busy attending dinner and stuff . SIAN ~

After this friday and saturday , i'll be jobless again la ~ WHY WHY WHY !?!

2008-07-07T02:21:00.003+08:00

我相信這個世界上，不同事物，無論大小，都有它的功能。好与壞，全憑個人。我舉個例子。單單的一片小膠紙，功能是可以把撕掉的紙張再合起來。相反的，它也可以結束一個人的生命。只要把一個人的呼吸通道，用膠紙把它封住，那麼就結束了他的生命了。

做事情，不是怎麼做，而是做事的程序。簡單的例子，當你泡一杯奶茶時，你是先倒凍牛奶，然後才倒熱茶？還是先倒熱茶，然後才倒凍牛奶？

如果先倒凍牛奶，然後才倒熱茶。熱茶的溫度會溫柔的將凍牛奶溫暖起來，這樣奶就不會凝固。相反的，如果先倒熱茶，然後才倒凍牛奶。凍牛奶突然接觸到熱茶的溫度 , 而瞬時間驚慌失措，然後凝固起來。

Chapter one - the birth

2008-07-03T21:32:00.003+08:00

On the 23rd of March 1989 , a abnormal child was borned in NUH . The mother was sweating like hell due to the undescrible amount of pain . While the father was so happy . Finally there is someone to continue the family line . And the mother and child is both safe and sound .

After a few days in hospital , the baby finally went back to a place at commonwealth where he called it home . Grandparent and neighbour were all there to welcome the new member of the Thng family . Mum was the one carrying me while sster was beside holding mum's clothes . Grandma was there , waiting eagerly to carry me and bring me to toilet to bath . Relative were all surrounding me , trying to see me smile .

Everything is so strange to me though . First time i see so many people around me . I don't understand a single thing of what they said , so i cried . Grandma quickly carried me and try to make me happy . To my surprise , i stopped and i smile at her . First time i felt so happy , cos of the shaking and the funny sound my grandma made . After that , she carried me to the toilet and bathed me . She shaved my hair , clean my body and i was bought to pray to my house god and ancestor . FIrst time in contact with someone called god . I still remember , the statue of a white lady , holding a vase on her left hand was smiling at me . The smile , is so warm . And i smiled again .

Grandma was carrying me using one hand , another hand with something called joss stick . She mumble something which i don't understand and she put my hand together and shake 3 time . I felt so tired after that . I cried again , to tell them that i wanna sleep . But i was not put to sleep though . I still have to go through another thing called ' achknowledge of god parent ' . My god mother , whom is my father's elder sister , achknowledge me as her god son . I remember she putted two gold necklace on my neck and she kissed my forehead . Finally i can go to sleep .

everything's like a book

2008-07-03T02:23:00.002+08:00

Life is like a book . There are many many chapters , regardless its good , bad , happy or sad . Up and down , is the climate , just like life , up and down , exactly like roller coaster ride . I don't believe in smooth sailing throughout your life chapter though .

Usually book starts with good starting , which is the beginning of my life , and also the starting of my trouble . As time goes by , many thing happened , which makes what i am today . Good or bad ? Up to my love one , friends , family to see and judge .

I'm quite a fortunate person to be born in this family . So do my sister . Since young we get what we want , we do what we want . Everyone try their best to give us the best . My sister is talented in drawing , and she's getting a deploma in La Salle art school . I wish her all the best . And me . i'm continuing working towards my dream , to ba a chef . I don't wish to cook for rich people , neither do i wish to cook for nobility . All i wish is to cook for two person . My dad and my mum .

From a immature small boy to a young adult , it takes a long time and many thing for that ' evolution ' to happen . Consider a strong boy maybe , due to the environment i'm living at since young . My family is very average , but my dad makes it a cosy environment for us . I fully understand how he feel during that time . My mum was a ordinary housewife back them . Need not worry about income , need not work . But now , both of them have to work very hard , real hard . To clear debts , to support us , to pay this and that . All these is easy to say than done . They have grow old already , really .

Character comes in and goes out of my book .good or bad , close and unclose . Those are memories . Frankly speaking i have more sweet memories than bad one . At a point of time , my thinking is very negative . Due to some people and some ' scene ' , i learn to remain positive . Once a girl told me : " You want to remain negative , and think that everything is against you , or you want to change , and think that everything is nice for you ? " . Just a simple sentence like this changed my mindset , my thinking . words are powerful , it depends on when you use it and how you use it .

I use to have this girlfriend and my bestie . She taught me a lot of thing . We used to talk happily on phone , and face to face . We can talk about everything under the sun , for hours and hours . Due to my stupidility and reckless behaviour , she left me , mentally . We hardly talk now , we hardly contact . Our conversation always end less than 10 sentence . I tried to show that i'm sorry , but its too late . Once a chapter is closed , it is closed .

Life still have to go on . Just like a race . Complete the race no matter what happen . If you fall , stand up again and continue . And human is just so cheap .When thing starts to happen then people start to apologize . Starting to think . When a thing happen , they starts to blame this and that , and will start to say : " should have done this/that earlier on . " Never to think about the consequence and the outcome . I'm such a person . And now , i've learned how to ' visualise ' and think about the consequence . The biggest mistake i've made it to hurt you over and over again my girl .

Our chapter has already end ? or it hasn't ? I'm waiting for a reply .

How fragile human can be ?

2008-06-04T15:47:00.001+08:00

Everybody's changing by The Keane .

Well , you have to know a person long eonugh to know what kind of person he'she she is . ANd by then , you will think that everything changes and its not what u expect . Disappointed ? or glad ? Up to invidual . Enjoy .

2008-05-27T02:03:00.002+08:00

The sweetest thing we done together .

The day when we first met , in the playground , listening to i pod .

Shopping , slacking , dinner , singing , bitching .

Singing the song ' dangerously in love ' by beyonce knowles . Gosh .

This song melts my heart . This is our song .

Songs that bring us together . The egony of us .

Sleep tight . Everyone . I'm tired , real tired .

2008-05-21T01:13:00.001+08:00

The song for guys !!!

2008-05-16T20:02:00.003+08:00

Celebrated Shaun aka Xiao Pai Kia's birthday yesterday . Gosh we have damn lots of fun . Together with the birthday boy , Veronica , Mei Yi and Jia Li the pui pui and Martin . LOL . Went of Kbox at night . Its been urber year since i last went there yeah , and i still sound good . LOL .

Went back to templ early in the afternoon to help out . Nothing much to do , just hung up some flag and banner . 3 more days to the real one yeah . And i was told to help out inside the temple , zzz . have to write address for those who got a gold pacifier . Gosh , i want to play !!!

After which , too taxi down to clementi MRT to meet Xiao Pai Kia . Gosh he look damn weird with his hair la . But thank goodness , i finally pursuaded him to go cut his hair today , and its way much better now . Back to yesterday , went to his house and rest for awhile while one of his friend came , Lacilia i think , haha , Xiao Pai Kia's ex girlfriend wor . cool cool cool ~ She was there for awhile and she went somemore else after that . And Veronica came and meet us . Went out of Xiao Pai Kia's house at around 8pm ? to Tiong Bahru to meet up with the rest , Mei Yi and Jia Li . Took our dinner at the kopidiam at Tiong Bahru Plaza , and bought Xiao Pai Kia's cake at a durian shop located at the basement . And off we go to Chinatown kbox .

Create a scene in the bus , as you all know , durian is not allowed in public transport , yet we still bring in . gosh , the aunty and uncle were looking at Jia Li who is holding the cake , and she gave explanation that its not durian cake but other thing . But the more she say , the more confusing it gets . so yeah , SHUT UP !!!!! LOL .

Reached K box at around 10pm ? Quite late though . total 6 of us , used the VIP room !!! so pro la , with LCD projector and the room is spacious . And we have hell lots of fun inside , Well , lazy to said what happen la . too happening . LOL . Having fun till 3am . everyone disperse . Went to Xiao Pai Kia house for the night and you know what , slept till 2pm plus this afternoon . Cool right .

Woke up , went to redhill market for lunch , after which bring Xiao PAi Kia to see doctor cos of his cough . And finally pursuaded him to go cut hair . Went home in cab , and i left with no money . THE END !!!

2008-05-15T01:26:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday MR Shaun aka Xiao Pai Kia . One year older mean more responsibility yeah . Enjy yourself to the fullest tomorrow !!!

2008-05-14T00:03:00.002+08:00

Went swimming at lower delta swimming complex today . Gosh i swear its the hottest day today . Nearly get sunburn but luckily i went back early . Went to meet Shaun ( xiao pai kia cos i'm the tua pai kia ) after swimming . Met him at 4pm at redhill MRT . And to my surprise , he was not late . *phew* .

Well . Went for my lunch at redhill market . And to my surprise , Xiao pai kia is a vegetarian . Cudo to you xiao pai kia . that explain why u're slim . ^ ^ . Well back to my lunch . Nothing much , just char shao shao rou fan plus dessert plus bubble tea . Full like dunno what la ~ ~ After which went slacking under his block .

He called his friend and we went to queensway shoping centre . Walked around looking for his friend's shoe bag but to no avail . So after which , we decided to go Far East Square for more shopping . I swear i like Shaun's friend , cute and humourous . Well , really did enjoy yeah . With all the ' suaning ' and ' gossiping ' .

Went home at about 9 plus . On the bus , here come the funniest part , with the ' po kay garden ' . Gosh i swear the whole bus is full of our laughter . gosh . stomach cramp after that thats to Shaun . WELL ITS BOTANIC GARDEN !!! Not your PO KAY GARDEN !!!

got to go . Gonna get busy with temple stuff . starting tomorrow . CHIONG AR ~ ~ ~

2008-05-09T06:08:00.002+08:00

Well , just quit my job Newurbanmale yesterday . Goodbye everyone there . It been really a enjoyable learning experience working there yeah . Although it's my first retail base job but i learned alot from it . The 30 people from batch 12 , Its really a fun and big batch with lots of funny people like Nicholas Loo , Derek , Cheng Jin , Wei Liang , Ridzwan , Wei Jian , Wei Ming and a lot more to mention . Cineleisure outlet gave me the deepest impression . Its really fun working with all the senior like Kevin , Kalifah , Vincent , Bernard , Alfred etc . So last but not all , NEWURBANMALE RULES !!! GOODBYE TO THIS WONDERFUL DREAM JOB .

2008-05-07T09:23:00.004+08:00

It been urber year since i last update yeah . If i where to update everything , i think i'm gonna fill up the whole page man ~ well . Gonna make it short yeah . Been busy recently with temple stuff . Yup , once in a year , i'm gonna be busy . Starting to prepare things from now till celebration day which is 19th may , Vesak day !!! Oh gosh i bet temple will be flooded by people la . So excided and anxious about it . Well , wil be doing for & days . Consider less compare to last year which is 10 days . Long but a enjoyable anf learnable experience .

I'll be off from work til 27may yeah . So my friends out there , stop asking me when i'm working and where i'm working . But anyway , going to decide something soon . So yeah , will announce it here once decision is made . ( please don't ask me what decision i'm making duce ) .

Oh ya by the way , finished my check up on the 5th of may .Check up was fast , went in at around 9am and out of CMPB at about 11am . Sweet right , and that bodoh Wei Xiang promised me to go swimming after my check up . In the end , he was enjoying sleeping . Boooooo ~ And for goodness sake , i'm in Pes D , which mean i'm still under observation . What the duce . And it means i'm going for another round of check up one month later . Gosh . Everything was smooth , Dental , eyes sight test , all gave me a Pes A grade . But i was referred to X-ray department twice . Hmmm , i think it got to do with my accident last year . It not i wan to ' chao geng ' la . Its just you know , i can't do much heavy work , due to my crack backbone and chest injury blah blah blah ~

To Pauline : hey u bitch . When you and your sister going clubbing with me ? Bastard here waiting for you and your sister's reply leh . Faster FAster FASter FASTer FASTEr FASTER !!! Waiting for all of us to get some rubbing by hotties dude .

To Wan Zhen : Long time no meet liao leh . I miss you ... erm nope , i miss your dog actually . LOL . Baby say he miss you also . Meet up soon alright .

And yeah to Bertram , If you happen to see this , PLEASE WEAR A CONTACT LENCE FOR GOODNESS SAKE . YOU LOOK WAY MUCH BETTER WITH CONTACT LENCE AND NOT YOUR ULU SPEC .

Well , Its 9+ am now and i'm here blogging . Don't say i never blog alright . This way will make all of you miss my posting !! ANd yeah guess what , I think i have Insomnia already . Lets celebrate !!

2008-04-15T04:29:00.001+08:00

I'm still lazy to update anything in this blog . Gosh who have the remedy to cure laziness . I WANT !!!

2008-04-01T13:44:00.002+08:00

Seriously i think i need to catch some movie . It's been uber year since i last step into a cinema . Partially is because of my dad , who keep on getting the new pirated DVD from nowhere . Its like totally spoilt my mood lah~ I wanted to go cinema to watch the movie , but in the end i got the movie at home . ZZZZZ . Wanted to watch " Three Kingdoms: Resurrection Of The Dragon " . Hopefully tonight he won't bring any new DVD home . Curse and swear ~

Three Kingdoms: Resurrection Of The Dragon

This show is like so interesting lah ~ partially is because its the story about the three kindom , which i damn love it alot ( sorry lah dude , i'm a antique person . And i played too much Dynasty warrior ) . From what i know there are more coming up , Like the '' battle of chi bi '' , which the cast is far far more better than " The Resurrection Of The Dragon '' . hmm , hopefully its not another long and boring show like ' Ying Xiong ' which Jet Lee is the lead actor .

2008-03-24T17:12:00.004+08:00

Birthday just over . it was yesterday . never really celebrate though . Just went for dinner with parent at 184 . LOL . We are lazy to travel can . If not i'm gonna ask for dinner at Prego !! Gosh . received quite a number of present from friends . A crumpler bag by Tawan , A bling bling cap by Bi Qin , A white wallet from Wan Zhen , mysteriou present from Pauline which i haven receive yet ya . and lastly , the brown wallet from my beloved lil bro Syamiran !!!

2008-03-12T18:45:00.002+08:00

yeah one more thing . I FINALLY CUT MY HAIR YESTERDAY !!! i know its unglam la . Think i'm gonna have a new hairstylist , Mr andrew aka Drewan . Thanks yeah , i like it alot !!!

2008-03-11T01:10:00.002+08:00

Seems like life is brightening up for me now . Many things had happen yeah . And i found out that there are quite a number of people that are there for me when i'm down . Thanks buddies .

Tomorrow going for work . Yeah !!! But before that gonna go cut my hair , FINALLY !! Seriously i don't know what i wanna cut . Tawan said should cut my hair short . Many people also said i should cut my hair short . So , what do you think ?

2008-03-06T02:20:00.002+08:00

My blog is so dead yeah . partialy due to my busy schedule , which i hate so much yeah . And secondly nothing much to update also . Nothing much happen lately . Just sleep , slack , work , eat for me . kinda lacky yeah . Currently playing Wahjong at Viwawa.com . But you know there are many loser out there ? so sickening . One tai run away . LOSER !!! Finally did my ' 13 yao ' once . And the other 3 play er was like ' WHAT THE FUCK LAH !! ' Bcos they gonna pay till cry !! Bleah . I'm a mahjong expert !!! LOL . Itts just a joke alright . But i'm always available for mahjong . Anyone lacking or need one more player can call me up yeah .

Found this song on my random search on youtube.com . Its "come home" by One Republic . The lyric is so saddening . For me i think it's about asking the love one to come home yeah . Duh , Its just that simple yet meaningful . Enjoy !!!

Lyric for the song "come home" by One Republic

Hello world ,Hope you're listening .
Forgive me if I`m young .
For speaking out of turn .
There`s someone I`ve been missing ,
I think that they could be .
The better half of me .
They`re in their own place trying to make it right ,
But I`m tired of justifying .
So i say you'll

Come home , Come home.
Cause I`ve been waiting for you.
For so long , For so long .
And right now there's a war between the vanities ,
But all i see is you and me .
The fight for you is all I`ve ever known ,
So come home .
Oooh

I get lost in the beauty ,
Of everything i see .
The world ain`t as half as bad ,
As they paint it to be ,
If all the sons ,
If all the daughters .
Stopped to take it in ,
Well hopefully the hate subsides and the love can begin .
It might start now...Yeah .
Well maybe I`m just dreaming out loud ,
Until then ,

Come home , Come home.
Cause I`ve been waiting for you ,
For so long , For so long .
And right now there's a war between the vanities ,
But all i see is you and me .
The fight for you is all I`ve ever known ,
Ever known .
So come home .

Everything i can`t be ,
Is everything you should be .
And that`s why i need you here .
Everything i can`t be ,
Is everything you should be .
And that`s why i need you here .
So hear this now ,

Come home , Come home .
Cause I`ve been waiting for you ,
For so long , For so long .
And right now there's a war between the vanities ,
But all i see is you and me .
The fight for you is all I`ve ever known ,
Ever known ,
So come home .
Come home .

2008-02-18T23:05:00.003+08:00

Going to Heeren tomorrow with my best buddy in Newurbanmale , Mr Cockhead , JAY !!!

Well , going back to clear my ' debt ' . Secondly , TO SIGN UP FOR CALIFORNIA FITNESS !!!

I'm going to be 100% prepare for army this year . YOU CAN DO IT NICHOLAS THNG !!!

2008-02-15T00:09:00.002+08:00

Back to posting !!! here am i to update my whereabout during chinese new year !!!

Lunar 1st month 1st : supposing must wake up early to go to my grandmother's house to pay i visit , in the end everyone woke up late and have to rush down . Grrrr , Sister was the last to wake up and there she is again , slowly doing here stuff . Finally able to get out of the house before 2pm , and poor baby have to stay at home alone . *sorry baby , we love you*

Rush down to downstair and waited for taxi , and this ' hm gia si ' family walked up and tried to grab taxi infront of us . Nevermind , chinese new year i don't scold people . *peace* . Lucky there is a taxi at the opposite and we got in the taxi first .I was laughing at the poor family and all they gave was a middle finger . LOSER !!! lol . No one mess with Nicholas cos i rulez !!!

To our surpise , we where the earliest family to reach my grandmother's house . what the ^^&(*&*&%^&* . Big aunt had already prepared some food for us and we were grabbing food like hungry gho** . LOL . after a few hour of waiting , the house is full of relative and children . scary lah , so many coursin . Lucky me and my sis have not married , if not , there goes our money ~~ oor papa and mama ~~

Mahjong is the finale !!! Shared with sister and won only 8 bucks after so many hour of sitting down touching the tiles . ^%$%^$^&%&*%#$% . When we reached home , its already 12am plus and we predicted that baby has laready fainted . To our surprise , he did not . And he gave us some present . * A POOL OF HIS YELLOWISH AND SMELLY URINE * . What a nice present we had from the notorious baby . Hmmm.

Lunar first month 2nd : Went to temple early in the morning , 11am ~~to invite god back from heaven !! LOL . after that went to Ah Beng uncle's house to rest . first time there and its very spacious . This is where ah di and ah kor stayed . LOL . By the way , ah di and ah kor are the twins , and also my worst nightmare . They can torture me even if i'm half dead . They are the angel , AND ALSO THE DEVIL !!!

Went to aAh leong uncle's house after inviting god back . Many people were there at night , almost all the people in temple turned up . gamble a little and won big big . LOL . And finally can taste Ah Hiong aunty's cooking . BEST CHICKEN CURRY I EVER ATE LAH !! * i want more !! "

Stayed overnight at their house , and didn't sleep the whole night . Was talking to Ah Hiong aunty about a lot of things . From the past to the present . From sky to earth . Talked till 5am plus , Ah Hiong aunty went to sleep and i continued talking to Zuo Yi , who has already woke up since 4 am . Everyone except Zheng Yuan and Ah Hiong aunty woke up at 7am , and ready to go to temple .

Lunar first month 3rd : Was preparing for people to pray to ' Tai Shui ' . People start to come in at 9am . And while they are working , I'm sleeping in the upper hall of our temple . Too tired lah ~~ after my parent came and pray , went home with them and slept !!! for the whole day . But woke up by meredith and was jio-ed to play mahjong at his house with him and his parent . It been so long since i last met my god parent man . sSo take this opportunity to pay them a visit . And Mnhjong of cause , won 14 bucks . Better than nothing hor .

*yawn . update another day yeah . today was so tired after work . bleah !!

2008-01-28T13:59:00.000+08:00

Bleah !! Its been a long time since i blog yeah . My blog seems so dead now . LOL . Due to some personal stuff and work . Thus don't have much time for blogging . Here a little update on my personal stuff .

Firstly , just got back my result last thursday . As expected , never really done well for maths and science . So , can't get into Poly . got E8 for both !! My gosh no matter what i'm gonna retake these two subject this year as a private candidate . Wish me luck everyone . Or worst come to worst . ARMY HERE I COME !!!

Secondly , i think i'm station at Cineleisure already . It really cool and fun working there although the shop is damn big . LOL . checking of stock is really disasterious for me . Especially party tank !!! not only for me , in fact i think everybody else oso have problem checking the stock for party tank . If the stock is still in a mess on this coming sunday . I think i'll just help to tidy up so that everyone can have a easy time finding stock . Yesterday already tidy up the display piece . Phew* . And yesterday's closing was a fast one . Kudo everyone . Went home with Jay ( mr hum sup ) and hafi ( mr girlkiller ) . crapping in the train all the while . Haha . these few joker never failed to make me laugh and burst into tears .

Just learned a few new dance step from bernard ( papa ) . He and derek ( mr masturbater ) can really dance well man . With all the oldies song like ' The dancing queen ' and ' summer rain ' . Lol . While me ' Kalifah and Jay are still dancing the ' crack that ' dance step . Cool !!!

Well , gonna ask bernard to teach me how to dance the mambo jambo after work next time . LOL . And one thing i notice about Hafi , he like to dance when he's alone yeah . weirdo !! LOL . And can't forget Shai's ' shuffle dance ' . My gosh its damn hilarious but cool lah . With all the fun and laughter in NUM , time really can fly fast . Customer prasing NUm boys for our good servicing , what more can we ask for . End of the day , you will only feel good when other treat you good . I felt really warm heart when customer came in and gave u a big smile . Not a hug or a kiss , a smile will do . This not only brighten up your day but also motivate you to serve them well . whether they buy or not , at least you feel ' respected ' .

I still remember when i first joined NUM . I'm very ' chui ' ( NUM guys know what it mean yeah ) . Thanks to all the senior like Zisky , who gave me test on the flip flop . And kevin who motivate me to serve customer and to interact with customer . Thanks Kalifah for the fun and joke that he gave , which make our working time more enjoyable . seriously , i started to have a fond of working at Cine now . When busy , everyone get serious and help one another . When relaxing , everyone joke and play around .

And yeah . I HAVE NOT COLLECT MY PAY FOR A VERY LONG TIME !!! DAMN IT !!!

2008-01-16T17:40:00.000+08:00

Back to work again...finally...things in cineleisure outlet changed and i can't remember where are all the stuff !!! my gosh have to start all over again to regonise the stuff...bleah !! But was fun lah...everyday work with different people...joke and laughter all day long...

Next week gonna get back O level result i presume...some say 21st of jan ? some say 24th of jan ? some say 28 of jan ? #%^*&^*)^%&(...confuse lah !!! But no matter what...will get back result either next week or the following week...*patiently waiting*...hopefully can get a better result and go to poly...HOPE SO !!!

New year is in less than a month !!! boring ~~ have to plan where to go during chinese new year...hmmm...last year's ang bao did not had enough...this year must rush to friend house everyday !!! haha...black jack and mahjong im coming !! big money big money !!!

2008-01-14T01:20:00.000+08:00

曾經有一份至真的愛情擺在我面前，

但是我沒有去珍惜。

直到沒了才來後悔莫及。

塵世間最痛苦的莫過于此。

如果天可以給我一個机會回頭的話，

我會對你說 “我愛你“ 。

如果要在這份愛加上一個期限，

我希望是。。。。一萬年。。。

From me to you . . .

2008-01-12T00:53:00.000+08:00

I think my body condition is the worst NOW .

Headache , fever , stomachache , giddy .

2008-01-06T00:01:00.000+08:00

What if one day , i died in a car crash ?

Died of overdose of drugs ?

commit suicide ?

What will u guy first do ?

2007-12-29T01:13:00.000+08:00

Back to posting yeah...just had an accident on wednesday...fell down from altar and my chest hit the table so hard that i nearly faint...i did faint la...but....nvm...lucky my shi fu was behind me when i fell down...if not i really gonna hit my head on another altar again...and when i landed..i grab the oil lamp and oil was all around the floor...and..i damaged 2 important things in my temple...haiz...

Was sent to hospital immediately...cried as the pain was unbearable...shit...cried infront of everyone man...*sob sob*....when in the hospital....boring~~ mum came into the room and have a look on me...with tears in her eyes...and the first thing i said to her is ' can't die yet..stil alive '...finally see her laugh..sorry for making everyone worry yeah...Ah Khoon Kor , Zuo Yi ,
Zheng Sheng , Ah Leong uncle , Lao Da Uncle and my family was outside the hospital waiting for me to discharge...haha....everyone was relieve when they saw me...and i still can joke with them...

Lucky everything is fine now...if not...bye bye everyone...applied leave for this week...maybe next week also cos my condition seems not improving much...the chest area is still bruise...the cut on my hand and leg have not heal...how am i gonna face customer with these things on..? damn it...

I remember Zuo Y told me one thing...Ah Khoon kor was very sad when i was inside....he told Zuo Yi that he hope the one kena accident is him and not me...it's so touching that i nearly burst into tear on the spot...but i stopped...all i can do now is to really do my best in temple...to me...temple is more important than anything else...really...

2007-12-24T03:41:00.000+08:00

Christmas is coming and everyone is celebrating...and me...lonely and sad...no one understand...summarise up this year...DISASTERIOUS~~many thing had happened...mostly is the sad things...relationship...family....friends....the usual things...happening again and again...don't know how many time i've said this..i'm sick of everything !!

Answer...where're you...?

Love where are you..?

happiness wheere are you..?

I've bben searching for these few thing over the year...and up til now they are still hiding...my search is not going to end here...but if i continue...i might just end up being a patient of the woodbridge...

And now...sleeping become another problem...i just can't sleep no matter how tired i am...i've tried...and i couldn't...thus u can see i'm blogging at this wee hour...evryday my eye bag get darker and darker...soon all of u will see me as a walking zombie...and now my hearing problem is getting worst...people actually need to repeat more than once for me to hear them...

Hope that next year will be a better year...but...i doubt so...i knew it...

2007-12-14T02:28:00.000+08:00

Raining for the past few day yeah...just like my heart...rain and rain and rain...no sunshine to make me active and alive again...You al can say i'm emo now...whatever...yes i am...so...?

Many things have been troubling me for the past few day...financial problem...relationship problem...blah blah blah...i can't even have a proper sleep at night...therefore i'm here to make a stupid and meaningless post...

Now then i know what kind of person i am...uncontented...greedy...proud...stubborn...attitude...problematic...unfriendly...irritating...reckless person...i don't have any good things for people to say...all i get from people is " oh that nicholas... a notorous guy..." and yup...thats the fact...i always deny it...now after what someone had said...i have to learn to accept the fact and be contented with what i have...once its gone...it will not come back...

I've tried to love someone...but always get the bad ending...Either the one i like choose someone else...if not will break up in the end...i blame no one but myself...i'm always the one who ruined everything...always mess up everything...i hate myself...really...how i wish i could just vanish from the surface of this earth and go back to where i belong...why they wanna sent me down and take all these suffering...?

I got so many buddy...but how many really care about me...?

Pauline : really thanks for your help my girl...borrow me money to settle my things...i really owe u too much...

Wan Zhen : Thanks for being my sister yeah...i really trust u and Pauline very much...

Syamiran : you are the best lil bro i ever had...seeing u so happy with her oso make me happy...stay happy yeah...

Li Ting : be more confident in yourself yeah...going out with you are always the thing i look forward to...

I really don't know how to handle relationship things...really...i've tried to be a better person...and yeah...i've proven that i'm not good at relationship at all...sorry to those that i've have hurt before...

2007-12-07T13:37:00.001+08:00

2007-12-07T13:30:00.000+08:00

Nothing much to post...just plainly disappointed...

*currently in a foul mood...do not disturb unless necessary...*

2007-12-02T01:12:00.000+08:00

This is me dancing Para Para....its the first time in my life alright !!!

2007-12-01T14:34:00.000+08:00

Chalet with the sisters was fun man...all started on wednesday 28th of nov 2007...This chalet was planned long time ago for two purpose..one is to clelbrate our leaving of greenrdige secondary school....another purpose is to celebrate Pauline's birthday !!! like the surprise we gave u girl...? sweet ~~

Woke up at about 10 plus on wednesday...preparing for chalet...all were suppose to meet at my house and know what..Pauline was late again....as usually la...nothing new anyway...All were sitting at the back of my father's lorry while i was enjoying aircon at the front...bleah !!!

Reached downtown east at about 1pm...And damn it we have to check in at 2.30pm....&^&%*%(&^(&%&()*...we have to wait for another one and a half hour before we can check in...what kind of service is that man...i would prefer aloha Loyang than this rundown place man...shoot !!

Went to escape themepark after that and know wat...rain started to pour...YEAH !!! my prediction was correct !!! lalalalalala~~~dun mess with my mouth alright...when comes to predict weather...my mouth is 100% correct...even weather telecast do make mistake sometime while i don't...(*proud*)...No choice we have to seat around and wait for the rain to stop....lalalalala....and Wan Zhen won a bloody pink monkey which causes us to have flu for the rest of the day...damn that monkey and i swear that the fur wil be pull out by me one of these day...And lastly went to the haunted house...blah blah blah...boring~~~

Went for barbecue at night...start the fire..and i'm off for Cineleisure...having N.U.M meeting there ad everyone must be present...this is when i've learned some lesson by our Director , Shenzi...listen to his talk really makes me learn something...and it ends around 3am i think...and shared cab with few ambassador who is staying at Pasir Ris and Hougang...that Colin PS us sia...we waited for him to take cab as he stay at Pasir Ris...nevermind then...u owe us one Colin !!!

Back to the chalet and the barbecue ended...Grrrrr...i wanted to have some food de lor...and the clear without waiting for me...*sob sob*....no choice have to eat cup noodle....and there goes my sleeping time....*yawn*...

Second day was the most fun one...Li Ting and Sin Yee will be with us only at night because Sin Yee wil be back to Singapore at about 4pm +...so yeah....a boring one at the chalet room...so no choice have to find some entertainment...and that is to torture Pauline and Wan Zhen !!! the girl were bruise all around and was done by not me but my towel !!! sweet ~~

And when nightfall...Barbecue time !!! chicken wings...hotdogs...crabstick...sotong...satay....YumYum*...and finally Sin Yee and Li Ting came..with a birthday cake for Pauline !!! very nice sia the cake..i think i ate the biggest portion of it and its so damn nice...after that...ARCADE TIME !!

and my gosh i played Para Para for the first time in my life la !!! there is video of me dancing..waiting for Pualine to upload to youtube first alright..so everyone please stay tune...and the girl say my dance was nice !!! sweet girl ~~~

These is the picture we took during the chalet...enjoy !!!

threeeeeeeee

fiveeeeeeeeeeee

Me and Wan Zhen

Me and Yew Hui

Act cute Trio

Sweet ~~

eeeeeeeeeeeeee

YeW ~ ~ ah Chua's butt

oh my god they love me so much

She touched my sacred part !!!

Ghost image arrrrrrr !!!

2007-11-30T12:21:00.000+08:00

Finally back from chalet !!! detail will be on next post yeah...but first of all....i'm gonna talk about my new job....N.U.M !!! my gosh the meeting at Cineleisure on Wednesday was awesome...The room...The people...and one thing...i learned something from the talk...and what our director , Shenzi said...is very true...although appearance do play a part...but the most important is the ATTITUDE...

To me...with a bad attitude...one can achieve nothing but much failure...with the correct attitude at the correct time...one can move far and move on to a higher level...Take working at N.U.M as a example...before i join in N.U.M as a Ambassador...i though that all the guys there are cool...macho...mature...yes they are up tilll now...but i lack of noticing something in them...and that's the attitude...The seriousness in work...the way they speak...their appearance...their way of communicating with people and fellow staff...all these are very important...and i think most of the staff working in NUM meets the criteria...

After the meeting on wednesday...it really a good live lesson for me personally...I though guys among each other....are not friendly and sociable...but after the meeting....this mindset goes off immediately...N.U.M are are full of friendly...passionable...out going guys...It really teach me a good lesson this time...hopefully i can do my best in N.U.M...and have a good experience working at N.U.M !!!

2007-11-21T19:01:00.001+08:00

Yeah...officially a member of N.U.M now...went to Heeren outlet to hand over my detail and took my uniform...haha...and u know wat...the uniform..originally cost $427.00 total !!! here are the picture of the unifrom i chose...

These four shirt...each cost $50 alright...total = $200.00...the green one is the cutiest...with Tom and Jerry's picture on it...sweet ~~

This Bermuda cost $60 i think...It in my favourite colour....BROWN !!!

This Jean cost $79.90...and the design is special...like the colour too..light blue...Look closely...baby is behind..AND HE'S JEALOUS !!!

Tank Top !!! VOLLEYBALL AND AUSTRILIA !!! Each cost $59.90....sweet !!!

Last but not least...THE N.U.M family...this is my current collection of N.U.M stuff....( on the process of increasing it...lol...

2007-11-21T02:14:00.000+08:00

After so many days of waiting....u all can call me.....THE N.U.M BOY !!!!

So freaking happy now and still can't believe it since the day i received the message saying i passed the frist round of interview....And thanks to many people giving me support morally and verbally....YEAH !!! It might be a small piece of news but to me....It very meaningful alright...Don't know how to express through words now...JUST HAPPY ~~~

Will be collecting my uniform tomorrow...so nervous la...will update u guy when i'll be working and where i'll be post to...probably u all will support me on the first day alright...haha...how shameless i am u see...Thanks for all the support really...haha..let you all see how i look like in N.U.M tank top...

2007-11-16T23:03:00.000+08:00

Received a piece of good news from N.U.M ( new urban male ) on the 14 of november 2007...saying that i passed the first round of interview !!! I'm so damn happy la...Think i'm just plainly lucky...Because the criterial to join N.U.M is very high and their standard is very high also...First of all u have to be :

1 ) good looking
2 ) good body figure
3 ) tall and lean
4 ) muscular

And as you all know...i dun meet any of the above criterial !!! How can i possible pass through first round...frankly speaking...up till now i still can't believe it...I was damn happy when i received this message at 7.41pm...Pauline and Wan Zhen was with me at that time...We were at the playground...The girl was like so shocked when they saw me screaming...I really can't believe it la...

This coming monday will be my second interview...WITH THE BOSS !!!! oh my freaking god la...so nervous now...Don't know what to do during the second interview....And confuse on what should i wear for the interview...maybe their singlet with mermudas and their Flip Flop...? or formal shirt with jean and shoe...? so confuse la ~~ any suggestion from anyone...THANKS !!!

2007-11-06T18:07:00.000+08:00

Finally my exam is over !!! phew...finally can relax and enjoy myself for the next 2month or so...YEAH !!! Was so happy today after the last paper which is science multiply choice...tear away my entry proof on the spot to show that everything ends !!!

And after exam wen to Lot 1 with Pauline , Wan Zhen , Sin Yee and Bai Suo ( oso dunno why she follow)...yeah anyway...went to Macdonald to have breakfast...i swear that Macdonald had become my first choice for breakfast...and i love BIG BREAKFAST !!! When it was my turn to order...i was so pai seh la...itold the cashier that i wan happy meal !!! And the lady was like " huh...? "...And i realised that i had made a mistake....grrrrr...The girl was laughing at me la..^&*%^%&^*&)....

Walk around Lot 1 after breakfast...Supposing Sin Yee is going to pierce..for the first time.but in the end...she had something on and the girl let her off....( no next time yeah..u'll be death by next time..!!! )...Pauline went to Walson to buy hair dye and she was like taking her own sweet time to choose...wat the hell la !!! In the end...Bai Suo leave with Sin Yee..left me and pauline and Wan Zhen..We were faiting for that fcuking YELLOW to open la...damn it....so long...And during waiting..I WAS MADE A CLOWN !!!

I squeezed myself into that bloody batman car and Wan Zhen took a picture of it....arrr...so pai seh la...And that Pauline was at the side..LAUGHING !!!

FInally that bloody YELLOW opened and the girl went in for piercing...THE NOSE...oh my god i was like laughing like hell when i saw Wan Zhen and Pauline cried...oh my.....so bad of me...lol...but they were very brave la...* clap hand for the both of you !!! *....

Went home after that...And went Far East Plaza to dye my hair...sweet..i don't know what's the colour...but it look damn cool !!! The one who help me to dye and cut was a Taiwanese...cool...and she told me all about Taiwan....sooner or later i'm going there alright !!!

And after dye-ing hair...went to meet Li Ting...walk around Orchard..And went home...And thanks Li Ting for that cinnemon donut yeah..thats my favourite !!! LAst..this is my picture....I FINALLY DYED MY HAIR !!!

2007-11-03T11:51:00.000+08:00

Both of this song is my favourite !!! You know i'm no good by different singer...Original singer is Amy Winehouse...Another version is by Arctic Monkey....enjoy !!!

2007-11-03T11:29:00.001+08:00

Just browse through my personal file and i found some picture...oh my i can't inagine how much i have change from the past till now....It not minor change but major change !!! Here are some of the picture of the past...

Last Time was like so nerdy alright...i think i took this picture 3 years ago...oh my so nerdy...

Still very nerd...arrrr....with that spec somemore....but look back the past....still not bad la....haha...

This picture sucks the most alright...( i don't mean you hor Li Ting ) my hair was like damn short and with that ' ah-beng ' face...what the hell la...so disgrace to display this picture out la...

This is taken last year de reacial harmony day...not bad la...getting better...lol...And that guy beside me..HE TOOK AWAY MY FIRST KISS DURING GREENRIDGE 40TH ANNVERSARY DINNE !!! INFRONT OF THE WHOLE SCHOOL !!! i'll never forget that....grrrr...lol...

This Picture was taken last years...at the end of the year when we have our class BBQ....that time i was not so tann la...so white like the snow..lol...now is much more better...

This is recently's picture....getting better le...but dunno why...some people say i look older...some say i look younger...? so what u all think...? post the answer in ym tagboard alright !!!

Last but not least...my favourite picture...haha...i think this is the best picture i have taken ever...sweet~~

People do change over the years....i'm not excluded...Erm...mentally and physically change makes me a better person in one way or another....but one thing i have not change...MY ATTITUDE AND MY HOT TEMPERED.....grrrr....this two stupid mindset...can both of u just go away from me please...? hope i'll be a better person and succeed in my relationship.....hugs~~

2007-10-30T22:51:00.000+08:00

Woo~~just ended my maths paper today and english paper yesterday !!! Left with social studies , Physics and Science multiple choice...and everything ends !!! After that....NICHOLAS IS GOING WILD....BEWARE !!

Today's paper end at 10.30am...paper was quite difficult compare to paper one...but still can cope...After the paper i went home straight...Waited for my dad to fetch me cos i went to work with him...for today only !!! Oh my...today was easy money alright...$30.00 for 2 hour only...sweet~~

Well....gonna plan well for tomorrow...anyone wanna go out...? please contact me alright !!! take care....see ya all and peace out !!

2007-10-25T19:50:00.000+08:00

Oh my gosh...today geography paper was so easy !!! Finally manage to finish the paper in the given time man....*proud*...All right...5 more paper to go...English paper 1 and 2...Maths paper 1 and 2...Physics and Social Studies !!!

Will be busy these few day....not only exam but also temple stuff...There's gonna be dinner at Chinatown this coming saturday...Will be going down to temple on next monday...Dinner on 20 of november...BUSY SCHEDULE !!!! And maybe there's a chalet among the sister...Better have the chalet as planned alright...cos we gonna play till crazy !!!

2007-10-22T14:16:00.000+08:00

Love is in the air....?

No way.....Love...is forever in my heart...

2007-10-21T23:15:00.000+08:00

Finally i bought my favourite New Urban Male tank top !!! And it's the volleyball version...erm...u all might be wondering why i bough volleyball version right....? Because.....i wanna learn to play volleyball !!! Any expert here is willing to teach me for free...? Please Please Please~~

2007-10-18T20:56:00.000+08:00

O LEVEL PRACTICAL SCIENCE PAPER TODAY ! ! !

As expected....the question for physics paper is about refraction . . . cool . . .

Bi Qin's foretell that refraction will be out . . . Scary ! ! !

Chemistry paper was quite ok . . .

Many people have different answer for the last question . . .

Calcium . . . Copper . . . Zince nitrate blah blah blah . . .

Who is correct . . . ? no one know . . . and no one will know . . . lol . . .

After the paper . . . everyone have to go to music room . . . DIAO ~ ~ ~

As if like we have SARS . . . have to stop us from in contact with outside world . . .

And we just wasted 1.5 Hours in that stupid music room with all the graduating class . . .

Was chatting and playing with all the sisters while that blacky BB Rao shouting here and there . . . lame ~ ~

Can't he just shut his mouth full of hairy mustache around . . . ? Its bloody irritating man . . . grrrrr . . .

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Finally its 1.30pm and we are released from that damn place . . . *phew . . .

Went to Bukit Panjang Plaza with Pauline , Wan Zhen , Yew Hui , Bi Qin , Sin Yee , Bai Suo . . .

Ate lunch at jacks place . . . and i swear i will never go back there again ! ! !

The service is just plainly lousy and the food there . . . NOT MEANT FOR HUMAN ! ! !

I'm gonna condemn jacks place in my list of favourite goument alright . . .

JACK'S PLACE . . . OUT ! ! !

2007-10-17T23:57:00.000+08:00

TOMORROW IS MY PRACTICAL SCIENCE PAPER FOR O LEVEL . . .

AND I'M NOT PREPARE FOR IT ! ! !

DIE DIE DIE . . . MATI MATI . . . KENTU MATI ! ! !

2007-10-14T01:09:00.000+08:00

Thursday is graduation day...AND I NEVER ATTEND !!! Think most of my classmate is disappointed with that...well...Last day of school...and i'm not there to celebrate with them...very sad ~~~well...very happy to be with this bunch of ppl...fun and laughter...thick and thin...

Many things has happened this year...Sentosa trip...Fun fair...Outing...blah blah blah...all bring good memories !!! here are all my good brother and sister !!!

Yew Hui...u are always the prettiest and sweetiest to me...your cherefulness brighten up my day

Yi Ren...u are alway my good buddy !!! thanks for doing so many thing for me !!!

Ah Di Alex...Let bygone be bygone alright...best wish to you my lil bro...Bother always !!!!

Fariq...the best chairman of Greenridge secondary school...good work !!! best athletic also...

Fizzy...best to wishes to your studies alright !!! Thanks for making so much noise in the class...and make it so lively...

Khairul....the boogie man of class 5A2...

Nahmyra...strive hard for your O level alright...u can do it !!! see you in Poly next year !!!

JaJa thte sweet girl...no slacking this time alright...miss your joke so much !!!

Muhaimin the pandi !!! u are always the source of laughterc...ur eeeeeekkkk sound is the signature sound !!!!

Shukur the Mr Romeo...u can do well in your O level alright !!! change alot this year yeah...

Ibrahim the Macdonald boy...the xabi boy cum blur blur boy...

Oliver James Wong Li Xun !!! Ah Chian AR ~~~ Lai chi fan ar !!!

Pauline Teo...the Ruffie !!! ghost is all around you ~~~

Wan Zhen...the blur blur girl of all...remember to bring noey to meet baby alright !!!

Lim Bi QIn...Thanks for accompany me to take LRT everyday...with your accompany...the journey is not boring...

Syamiran Ong.....my naughtiest Bro i ever had...Stay happy with your girl alright...

Ershad the elephant...your big size body just hlp me to cover the shade when in the parade ground !!!

Muhd Nuh...the Mr cool...shave ur moustache la...so irritating....

5A2 soccer team...U all rocks !!!

Nicholas Colin Tan...don't always huh huh huh la....act blurr king !!!

Nizam...Thanks to you...i always can't see the board cos u are damn hell tall !!!

Jee Chew....don't show me those scary stuff again liao la...very scary leh....

Jeremy...Lend me more game next time....i don't care !!

Jia XIng...(beside ah Teck)...haha..always so quiet in class....but very good in studies !!

Suffi...score well for your O level and prove to other that we retainee can do it also !!

Sandeep the marcho man....rembmer the foursome things yeah !!!

Alimran the big size bull...never fail to perform dangerous stun to entertain us !!!

Lastly...me and Chia yew hui...sweet memories !!!

You all are always the best alright...the friendship we have...i'll never forget !!!

2007-10-14T01:00:00.000+08:00

It was my daddy's birthday today !!! But oso my sick day...bored~~

Woke up 12am plus today...supposingly...i should be in the basketball court wif my bunch of buddy at this time...but sorry as i'm really sick and i can't even walk properly...let alone playing basketball...so no choice....and also forget to message u all that i'm not going...SORRY !!! After i woke up for sometime...i went back to sleep again...VERY TIRED !!! In the end...woke up at 3pm plus again...

Met the rest of the family member at Dhoby Ghaut MRT at 5pm...and bought cakes for dad...and went to have dinner...supposingly we were going to have korean food for dinner...but in the end we end up eating ' zu chao '....but the food just damn nice !!! my recommendation ok !!! Thanks to me..dad and mum saved money...and after that...went home for MAHJONG !!!

oh my..in the end i just won 14 bucks...bleah !!! better than losing...and now here blogging...boring alright..everything is boring....my life is boring...my blog is boring...blah blah blah...

2007-10-11T18:33:00.000+08:00

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ~~~~~~~ back to blogging !!!

Things i've been doing these few day :

Went swimming and get myself very tann...

Never attend school for 5 days....( my god !!! )

Stayed at home and study even though i never go school...

Sleep like nobody business...but...i've been like sleeping for less than 8 hours a day alright...

And today...suppose to be my graduation day in school...BUT I NEVER ATTEBD !!!

its so boring alright...hugging each other....cry and cry and cry...sing song...look at pass years video.....BORING !!!

It not as if we are not going to meet each other anymore for the rest of our life...

What for waste my precious time when i don't even have enough time to sleep...

I NEED PLENTY OF SLEEP TO REPLENISH !!! I LOOK OLDER AND OLDER EVERYDAY !!!

COME BACK MY YOUTH !!!

Oh yeah...O level science practical is on next week...thursday i think...going to mug like nobody business...

Exactly like last year when i took my N level exam....BORING ~~~

Anyone wanna mug together...please contact me...leave uyour contact number at my tag board...

Terms and condition applied ~~~~

2007-10-06T00:28:00.001+08:00

I WANT ALL THESE ITEM !!! ANYONE WHO BUY FOR ME...I'M GONNA GIVE HIM/HER A KISS !!!

i-pod NANO

i-book

2007-09-30T20:13:00.001+08:00

Sometime...little action and bits can be fun...its so true that discovering fun and joy from basic....yesterday was awesome...basketball wif my bunch of buddy whom i nv saw for decades...Alex...Guo Xiang...Samuel...Jolith...Wei Liang...Joel...Joseph...and his girlfriend...leave the group at around 12am...for SWIMMING !!!

Oh man i swear i'm so addicted to swimming now...getting Tann...working towards a healthy lifestyle blah blah blah....its so much fun...and have lunch at the market near the swimming complex...tried almost all the stall there already...

Swimming is so much fun la...but some facilities are under renovation...but makes no difference la...and not much ppl there...so good...less crowd...

Swim till 3pm plus i think...and went to bath...went back to the market to eat second round of lunch...haha...i'm good at eating ok...discovered a stall which sell nice dessert and fried stuff...and their peanut porridge is so nice...cool...going to have it again next time...

Then went to take MRT as i'm going to fetch my mum ar Plaza Singapura...dad was late as he was caught on a traffic jam on the highway...VERY GOOD...lol...and god damn it...i reached there at round 6pm....its was damn early man...my mum knock off work at 7pm !!! no hoice have to wait for her...eat some stuff because stomach is grumpling again....GRRRRR...

Finally reached 7pm...went to wait for dad at bus stop...yeah here he is and we went to Chinatown to have dinner...Abalone for dinner !!! cool...but dun really like it...(i'm very fussy wif my diet)...ya...went to meet boy after my dinner and slack around...went to old market ( lao par sar ) to eat dessert...but not enough...bought alcohol at nearby 7-11 and some tit bits...haha...sat at marina there ( my favourite spot ) and finish our things...after that walked to SMU there to take bus home...*yawn*...

Reached home around 12am...and again...my sis is occuping the computer...there again..i can't do my daily check...grrrr....

2007-09-28T15:13:00.000+08:00

wat a boring friday afternoon !!! nv go school for 2 days le...sian...both day overslept...heehee...

today whole day rot at home...sian...hungry...no choice have to cook myself...this is wat i haven cooked :

maggie mee wif thai chicken and fried egg !!!

*YUMMY* !!! so nice la...my god....gonna be a chef soon...